Unlocking My Private Locker: The Raw Passion I Hid for Years

In my private locker room, the mental vault where I stash my dirtiest secrets, I finally crack it open. Heart racing. Fingers itch on the keyboard. Years buried this. A correspondance with her—Viviane, my sweet fairy. She calls herself in love. Me, Merlin in italics, the enchanter. No more holding back. The dam bursts.

You know, your fifty-six years, you wear them well. Thank you, you reassure me. The essential is elsewhere than in your age; your soul is as young as mine, and that’s what I love. Yes, in the madness department, we have the same profile. I know that state well, the lack; Kiki often, angry, perched on his two balls, berates me for leaving you alone. Sometimes I calm him, sometimes I lock him up and go about other occupations so as not to be forced to give him reason.

The Opening: Breaking the Seal

This evening you miss me terribly, and a terrible urge for you grips me… Fire in my belly, loins undulating thinking of you naked against me, your cock sinking deep into mine, knowing so well how to give me pleasure, your body possessing me, conjugating me, making me so woman…

Burn, my Lady; burn with this fire that devours us. You will be Joan of Arc and I your fire. Before possessing you, I will lick with my merry flames your beloved young body. I will explore every inch, devour every fold of your skin, slip into you to consume you, feed on you.

Dry mouth, I clench my thighs on my desire. I want your tongue and fingers to torture me before you submit me totally. I want you now…

But I am here: don’t you feel my fingers probing you in search of your pleasure, don’t you feel my tongue collecting every drop of your abundant sweet juice?

Why must I wait longer to see you? I’d plant my week, my life to join you, steal you and make love as I crave, spend moments just us… Grrrrr… I hate the kilometers separating us… If only I could abolish them, disappear and join you…

Alas, destiny’s cruelty knows no bounds. Take me… take me now and make me forget everything that’s not us. I want you so hard… so much. Rip off my jeans, stockings, lace panties, pin me against the wall and thrust into me, possess me till I scream, howl with pleasure!

Then since you ask, I do it; why wait? Feel my dart parting your lips, impaling you, filling you. It swells and hardens nonstop. I fill your pearly cave with my impatient greedy manhood, mix my desire with yours, force you and you pull me in, you take me and I make you slave to our desires.

I want you till I spill on the floor, till you pour into me and I hear your hoarse cry answer my sharp one as you finally spill…

The surge hits. Adrenaline spikes. This virtual fuck feels raw, real. My cock throbs in my hand, matching her words. Hers floods her fingers. We sync.

On the table, thighs wide, your cock deep in my womb, plowing with gentleness and force. Your kisses, the thrust of your hips as you penetrate, your eyes in mine as you bottom out. Fire in my loins, honey, my swollen clit under your caresses, lips red from your kisses and stubble. Your scent, hands on my hips, your man’s desire. I want to swallow your candy cane, suck it, savor till it explodes. Caress your soft, rounded, salty, tasty, hot shaft. Impale on it, trap it in my wet, dripping cave at the thought of your visit…

On the table or elsewhere, you’ll submit to your desires and mine. I’ll be your male, animal and conqueror, lover and slave to your pleasure, conqueror of your restraint and firestarter of your ecstasy.

Come, my enchanter, fill me with all you are, the man I love, what you hide and dare with me, what we are to each other bare, timeless…

Warning: don’t loose the beast in me, like Pandora’s box; once open, it never closes!

I want your pleasure, your seed in me… how many times a day I think! Sometimes painful. At wake-up, arm to cold left side. Shower, remembering last summer. Bus, engine purr, sway. Alone after class, trapped in toilets, you caressing as I stifle cries. Home, missing quickies on bed, sofa doggy, washer, kitchen cart, stairs, elevator… Evening writing you, eating, bed, imagining you near.

The Intimacy: Surrendering to Lust

The intimacy peaks. I stroke furiously, her words painting us fucking everywhere. Car hood, field, dressing room. Risks heighten it. Her thighs clench, clit throbs. My balls tighten. We build to explosion.

I think of you taking me in your car, can’t wait. On the hood after walk, hands under skirt.

Know I do it, back from Yss…, park car, see you offered on hood? Eyes closed, you’re there, sumptuous nude, porcelain body, pink wet sex wound inviting my sword plunge.

Grand meadow love, flowers hide, sun warms shoulders, back, loins… Spread in grass, you explore me nude, avid, passionate. Loved country fucks… Owned each other more, fucked the earth we love. Threesome. Pagan communion, fertility rite.

Back to meadow lately. Found grove; saw us young, happy, carefree lovers. Too cold to strip, spill liquor on you, but craved…

Yes, I feel good as Viviane, you full Merlin… Beyond human, contingencies. I love you, nothing else. Hope soon. Dream little red polka skirt you lift to bare sex, hand on mound, clit, source… Public risk spot. Quick, skirt up, stroke your bulge, free it, suck… Dressing room maybe… Our moans echo. Feel your fever, mine… Thighs tight, could cum seeing your face, bodies joined.

When reunited, we’ll do it; show places I seek, you deliver, decide, thrill of surprise makes bolder, crazier.

So I join our virtual room fast. Too much want; fingers pretend yours, cock. Want you so hard… Hope you feel my infinite desire, brings you joy…

I came, saw you, you conquered. Spilled and sated in you, shadow of triumph. Drowned in your sweet floods, warrior’s rest.

Quick Merlin… join! Love and crave so… In our canopy where you tie, possess me forever. Breathe you, languish. Tonight I go find you.

I’m there, in you, triumphant filling every nook; stay for centuries. Eternal, no? Even as you sleep…

Burning cuddly tendernesses, as you know when together.

The peak. We cum together. Cries mix. Juices flood. Vagina clamps my cock, milks me dry. Bodies shudder. Sublime chain.

After, satisfaction washes over. Secret spilled. Locker snaps shut. Light mind. Her words linger, warm. No regret. Thrill of sharing fades to peace. I breathe deep. Vault sealed again. Till next crack.